yes,
he knelt
a daughter of Jerusalem
“ΟΤΟΗΕΚ,” ‘little flame’
his voice
young and low
spoke of winter’s end
blessed me, eat. to eat.
they do this for you,
you tell me, a lover,
a christian
in answer
to your laughter,
slight as rain, asking
and so I am the daemon
the half life’ little faith
demanding
until the thing itself empties
and I give it up.
I sought his language
practiced letters
Προκτυτε Ηαω
Κϒϑα
They join and finish
miscarried by my mouth.
Amenorrhea
I eat very little
and wait.
try not to speak
O Daughters
black and beautiful.
What would you give?
your celibacy?
your hands?
there was a time for that
I lay
half-open
half-lit
your arms as they closed
beside me
gave you a pomegranate
dried each autumn
Carry me desert fathers
on your back
with your feet
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by Shannon Nissa Bailey Powers
(from white note papers)